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  • Ray Dalio on How He Built the Largest Hedge Fund in the World: The Holy Grail of 15 Uncorrelated Return Streams, Pain Plus Reflection, and a Bubble Gauge at 75% of 1929 Levels

    Ray Dalio, the 76-year-old founder of Bridgewater Associates, sat down with Sam Parr and Shaan Puri of the My First Million podcast for a wide-ranging conversation that compresses fifty years of investing, company building, and life philosophy into an hour. He tells the story of losing everything in 1982 and borrowing $4,000 from his dad, lays out the “holy grail” mantra that rebuilt Bridgewater into the largest hedge fund in the world, explains the personality test he gave to Elon Musk, Bill Gates, and Reed Hastings, and drops a genuinely newsworthy data point: his bubble gauge now reads about 75% of the way to where it stood in 1929 and 2000.

    TLDW

    Dalio recounts going broke in 1982 after wrongly predicting a depression, and the two lessons that built Bridgewater’s bottom: humility to balance audacity, and diversification into 15 good uncorrelated return streams (the “holy grail” that cuts roughly 80% of risk without cutting returns). He explains turning every decision into a backtested, timeless-and-universal rule programmed into computer code, the “pain plus reflection equals progress” formula, transcendental meditation as the bridge to the subconscious, and the shaper personality type shared by Musk, Gates, and Hastings. The conversation covers freedom money versus grand visions, hiring on values then abilities then skills, his caddying-to-Fortune-500-library origin story, the five big forces behind the changing world order, the mechanics of bubbles (wealth versus money), his correction of the rumor that his family office is 70% gold (he recommends 5 to 15%), why Bridgewater actually became the biggest (11.8% a year for roughly 31 years, uncorrelated, only about three losing years), and his definition of success: knowing your nature and finding the best path through it, with meaningful work and meaningful relationships as the payoff.

    Thoughts

    The most useful thing in this interview is not any single aphorism, it is the loop Dalio describes for manufacturing principles. Pain arrives involuntarily. Most people stop there, hung up in the pain. Dalio trained an instinct that reframes pain as a puzzle about how reality works, solves the puzzle into a written if-then rule, and then, and this is the step almost nobody copies, compiles the rule into computer code so it executes without him. Everyone journals. Dalio compiles. Thousands of principles accumulated over 35 years become a decision system that runs whether or not the human is having a good day. That is the actual moat, and it is why he keeps insisting the returns had nothing to do with charm.

    The holy grail math deserves more attention than it usually gets, because it is one of the few pieces of elite investing advice that survives contact with a normal portfolio. Fifteen good uncorrelated return streams cut about 80% of risk without reducing return, a roughly fivefold improvement in return-to-risk. Notice where it came from: not from a whiteboard, but from a public, humiliating failure. Dalio testified to Congress predicting a depression, was completely wrong, and had to fire everyone. Diversification, in his telling, is what humility looks like when it is expressed as portfolio construction. The upside-without-downside question is not greed, it is the engineering spec that follows from admitting you will be wrong a lot.

    The market call is the headline for 2026. His bubble gauge, built on measurable ingredients like wealth created relative to money, leverage behind purchases, and everybody-is-buying exuberance, sits at about 75% of its 1929 and 2000 readings. He is careful about what that does and does not mean: it predicts poor forward returns over some horizon, but it says nothing about timing, which depends on what pricks the bubble, typically tightening monetary policy or anything else that forces wealth to be converted into cash. He also flatly kills the viral claim that his family office is 70 to 75% in gold ETFs (“totally wrong”), recommending 5 to 15% instead. Watching a primary source correct his own media coverage in real time is a good reminder of how much investing content is a game of telephone.

    The through-line that fits this site’s obsessions is his definition of success: knowing your nature and finding the best path through it. Money, he says repeatedly, has no intrinsic value, so the only interesting question is what it is for. His own answer moved with the arc of life, from freedom money measured in months of runway, to the compulsive thrill of the game, to a final phase where passing along what he knows is the joy. The happiest detail in the whole conversation might be the ocean exploration ship he lends to scientists because a normal yacht would make him uncomfortable. That is what spending aligned with nature looks like, and it is a better personal finance lesson than any allocation percentage.

    One more thing worth flagging: his hiring order of values first, abilities second, skills last lands differently in the AI era than it did when he first said it. “Maybe programmers are no longer going to be the most important people” is a striking sentence from a man who built his fortune by turning his own judgment into code. Skills are depreciating assets now, and the half-life is shrinking. What survives is the ability to adapt and the values that decide what you point the adaptability at, which is exactly the ordering Dalio has used since he hired a door-to-door Bible salesman for his research shop.

    Key Takeaways

    • Dalio started Bridgewater in 1975. In 1981-82 he calculated that heavily indebted emerging countries could not pay their debts, Mexico defaulted in August 1982, he testified to Congress predicting economic disaster, and he could not have been more wrong. He lost his own money and his clients’ money, laid off everyone, and borrowed $4,000 from his dad.
    • That bottom taught him two things: humility to balance his audacity, and how to diversify bets to substantially reduce risk without reducing returns.
    • The holy grail of investing: find 15 good uncorrelated return streams. The math says that gets rid of about 80% of your risk without reducing return, improving the return-to-risk ratio by roughly a factor of five.
    • The most common mistake smart people make in investing: they do not have a game plan.
    • His game plan method: every time he made a decision, he studied how that decision would have worked in the past, wrote it as a decision rule, and programmed it into the computer so it could be applied everywhere in the world with a known track record. Rules had to be timeless and universal.
    • The choice after going broke was a jungle metaphor: stay safe with a regular job, or cross a jungle full of things that can kill you to get the great life on the other side. He chose the jungle, with people who see things differently than he does, and then loved the jungle so much he never wanted to leave it.
    • His early financial goals were two simple levels: pay for the basics (public school was fine), then freedom money. He tracked how many months, then years, of runway he could afford if everything shut down. The number was modest, well under a million dollars.
    • He created personality tests (starting from Myers-Briggs) and gave them to Elon Musk, Bill Gates, Reed Hastings, and Muhammad Yunus. A rare type he calls the “shaper” loves going from visualization to actualization. It is his own type, and Musk’s.
    • The Elon Musk story: after making roughly $180 million from PayPal, Musk committed half of it to going to Mars with no aerospace experience. Dalio advised him to set aside a safety cushion. Musk said no, I don’t need to do that.
    • Shapers operate at the 10,000-foot level and the 10-centimeter level at once. Musk went from Mars vision to the details of a watering can with a plant on a rocket, to put “first life on Mars.”
    • The free PrinciplesYou test is online, including a feature where someone you have a relationship with takes it and it tells you about the relationship. Shaan took it expecting shaper and got explorer, which he admitted nailed him.
    • Success in life, per Dalio: knowing your nature and finding the right path for your nature, because you cannot fight against your nature.
    • People who think differently from you, who you ordinarily get annoyed at, are your paths to success. At Bridgewater, personality typing turned mutual annoyance into people understanding how to work together.
    • The success formula he wants people to hear: a shared mission, meaningful work and meaningful relationships, radical truthfulness and radical transparency, knowing your nature, and knowing how to work with others.
    • Pain plus reflection equals progress. Pain arrives involuntarily; reflection is the part people skip, which leaves them hung up in their pain.
    • He has practiced transcendental meditation since 1969: repeating a meaningless mantra crowds out thought and drops you into the subconscious, which is both calming and where creativity comes from (the hot shower effect).
    • His trained instinct treats pain as a puzzle: what does this tell me about how reality works, and what is my principle for dealing with it? Solving the puzzle yields a “gem,” a principle you carry forward.
    • He does not journal on a schedule. Reflections get written down when they come, as cause-effect if-this-then-that principles, then converted into computer code. Over about 35 years that became thousands of principles and computerized decision-making systems for markets and almost everything else. He has also published a guided journal so others can write their own.
    • Hard times test priorities. He wanted survival, opportunity, and the game, and did not care about convention or how he looked to the outside world.
    • People get stuck because they do not realize there are multiple possibilities. If you are clever, there are many ways to have a really happy life, and a lot of money is not an important ingredient.
    • There is no correlation between happiness and the amount of money you make. Money has no intrinsic value, so you must answer: what do you want to do with the money that is so important? Does it get you better friends, a better marriage, a better relationship with your kids?
    • His goals do not change yearly because his nature does not change. His phase of life changes. At 76 he feels compelled to pass along everything of value, and that is his current joy. Life has an arc, almost like a script.
    • Hiring: most people rank skills first because skills are on the resume. Dalio ranks values first, then abilities, then skills, because abilities let you change your skills, and skills go stale (“maybe programmers are no longer going to be the most important people”).
    • He once hired a door-to-door Bible salesman who knew little about finance but was curious. Most of everything is in the discovery, not in remembering the rules.
    • Talent is more important than money. Money hunts for talent: nobody made money finding Elon Musk’s capital, they made it by finding Elon Musk.
    • Origin story: a C student who did not like high school, he caddied at $6 a bag, put his caddying money into the only company he had heard of selling under $5 a share, and tripled his money when the near-bankrupt company was acquired. “I like this game.” Then he learned the game is not easy, and got hooked anyway.
    • As a kid he mailed in the tear sheets from the Fortune 500 issue to request every annual report, building a personal library of company filings.
    • Learning before puberty goes in deep, like a language or a sport. Finding your passion early, as he did and Buffett did, compounds.
    • On late bloomers: the range is huge. Ray Kroc was in his mid-50s at McDonald’s. What the winners share is drive, not a timeline.
    • Sam Parr reverse-engineered his heroes’ timelines into a target of $20 million by age 30 and hit it at 31. Dalio’s response: publish the spreadsheet, and note the wide range around the median.
    • Dalio remains instinctively frugal: reluctant to fly private, no expensive watches, inexpensive suits. But spending is a skill, and he spends on what he loves: an ocean exploration ship he gives to scientists, a passion traced to watching Jacques Cousteau and now shared with his filmmaker son.
    • He holds no beliefs that are “just beliefs,” only probability-weighted ones. On aliens: the enormity of 100 billion galaxies argues for life elsewhere, but he has not studied it, so he holds the view loosely.
    • Five big forces drive the changing world order: the debt-money-economic cycle, internal political conflict from wealth and values gaps, the geopolitical order, acts of nature (droughts, floods, pandemics have killed more people than wars), and human inventiveness, especially new technologies.
    • The post-1945 multilateral order (United Nations, World Health Organization, World Trade Organization) is, in his words, out of the picture. Without a court to resolve differences, you get conflict.
    • Bubble mechanics: wealth and money are different things. Wealth can be conjured (a $50 million raise at a billion-dollar valuation mints a paper billionaire), but you can only spend money, so when wealth holders suddenly need cash, they sell, and the bubble pricks. The trigger is typically tightening monetary policy, and could also be a wealth tax.
    • His bubble gauge, measured across countries back to about 1900, currently reads about 75% of the way to the 2000 and 1929 peaks. Japan 1990 went even higher. It predicts poor forward returns over 3 to 10 years but says nothing about timing.
    • Believing a technology will be revolutionary is not the same as the stock being a good buy. Even the most successful companies fell 80% in past bubbles. There is a Google, and there is a Yahoo.
    • The 70-75% gold rumor about his family office is “totally wrong.” He recommends 5 to 15% of a portfolio in gold as one of the uncorrelated streams, overweighted tactically when there is a debt crisis and the government is flooding the system with money.
    • Cash is not safe. It is the surest asset to do poorly over the longest period of time. Build a strategic asset allocation mix (your best balanced portfolio if you have no opinions), then make tactical bets relative to it.
    • Bridgewater became the largest hedge fund before anyone knew Dalio’s name, on roughly 11.8% a year for about 31 years, a worst year of about minus 13% (COVID), only about three losing years, and returns uncorrelated with any market. Lose 50% and you need 100% to get back; avoiding the big drawdown is the compounding engine.
    • The Principles PDF was downloaded 3 million times after Bridgewater’s “cult” reputation made him publish the culture: an idea meritocracy built on radical truthfulness and radical transparency.
    • His heroes: Paul Volcker, Lee Kuan Yew, and people who sacrifice for others. The golden rule and karma are, to him, practical rather than idealistic: a little consideration costs little and makes a world of difference in both directions.
    • The one thing to remember: know what you want, understand it is a journey of having your nature, running into your mistakes, and learning from them. Then it is all about meaningful work and meaningful relationships.

    Detailed Summary

    Going Broke in 1982 Built the Bottom Bridgewater Rose From

    Dalio opens with the story he calls the most important of his life. He founded Bridgewater in 1975, and by 1981-82 had calculated that emerging countries carrying heavy debt would default. Mexico did default in August 1982, he was invited to testify before Congress, and he predicted economic disaster. Instead the economy boomed and markets rallied. He lost money for himself and his clients, laid off his five employees, and was so broke he borrowed $4,000 from his father. The choice that followed, put on a suit and work for somebody else or keep going, “changed everything.” The two lessons: humility to balance audacity (he wanted people to kick the hell out of his ideas from then on), and diversification that reduces downside without surrendering upside. That reframing, how do I have the upside without the downside, became the foundation of everything Bridgewater later built.

    The Holy Grail: 15 Uncorrelated Return Streams

    Asked for his mantra, Dalio literally picks up a pen: find 15 good uncorrelated return streams. He derived the number from the marginal benefits of diversification at different correlation levels, a chart he still keeps as a reminder. At around 15 genuinely uncorrelated streams, roughly 80% of risk disappears without any reduction in expected return, which multiplies the return-to-risk ratio by about five. This is the closest thing to a free lunch in investing, and it is the direct, mechanical answer to the upside-without-downside question that his 1982 failure forced him to ask.

    Turning Decisions Into Rules, and Rules Into Code

    The most common investing mistake, in his view, is operating without a game plan. His fix was procedural: every time he made a decision, he went back and studied how that decision would have performed historically, wrote down the criterion, and programmed it into a computer. Then he could ask the machine to find that setup anywhere in the world, with a known track record, and assemble collections of such rules that were uncorrelated with one another. Rules had to be timeless and universal: if a rule failed in some historical period, he needed to understand why before trusting it. This is how the personal habit of reflection scaled into Bridgewater’s computerized decision-making systems, and it is why he insists the fund’s success was explainable process, not charisma.

    The Jungle, Freedom Money, and What the Money Is For

    With zero revenue and young kids, Dalio describes the choice as standing at the edge of a jungle: safety on the outside, everything he wanted on the far side, and plenty of things in between that could kill him. He went in, deliberately with people who see things differently, because together you can spot the animals. He then loved the jungle so much he did not want out even after succeeding (“you’d rather be in the jungle than the zoo”). His money goals were unglamorous: cover the basics, then bank freedom. He counted runway in months and then years of survivable shutdown. The number that meant freedom was, by his account, easy to achieve and far less than a million dollars at the time. The $20 billion came later, not from chasing a number but from playing a game he loved that happens to pay well if you play it well. Pressed on purpose, he flips the interrogation: money has no intrinsic value, so what do you want to do with it that is so important? You better answer that question.

    Shapers: Testing Elon Musk, Bill Gates, and Reed Hastings

    When Dalio decided to hand off Bridgewater’s leadership and return to pure investing, he built personality tests, starting from Myers-Briggs, and administered them to Elon Musk, Bill Gates, Reed Hastings, Muhammad Yunus, and others. A small slice of the population, which he calls shapers, love going from visualization to actualization. It is his own type. His Musk story: fresh off roughly $180 million from PayPal, Musk committed half to Mars with no aerospace experience. Dalio suggested setting aside a cushion in case it failed. Musk declined; he did not need a house, security, or even Dalio’s level of needing. Shapers also telescope between the 10,000-foot vision and 10-centimeter details, as when Musk enthused about sending a watering can with a plant on a rocket to claim first life on Mars. The tests are free online as PrinciplesYou, including a relationship feature. Shaan took it hoping for shaper and got explorer, driven by curiosity and new experiences, which he conceded was dead-on, including his indifference to details.

    Opposites as the Path to Success

    The hosts offer their own evidence: a business partner who emailed Dalio’s team 77 times over four years to land this interview, an amazing connector and supporter to whom the connection itself is the win, and a six-year podcast partnership between two people who could not be more different. Dalio pauses on it as a core success principle: the people who think differently from you, who you ordinarily get annoyed at, are your paths to success. At Bridgewater, once personality test results circulated, colleagues stopped being annoyed by each other’s types and started understanding how to work together. His compact formula: success comes from failure plus learning, and from meaningful work and meaningful relationships pursued with radical transparency by people who know their own natures.

    Pain Plus Reflection, Meditation, and the Principle-Making Habit

    Asked how reflection actually works, Dalio explains that pain comes involuntarily, and people can skip the reflection and stay hung up in the pain. Transcendental meditation, which he has practiced since 1969, is his transition tool: repeating a meaningless mantra blocks thought until the mantra itself falls away and you settle into the subconscious, the seat of emotions and the source of hot-shower creativity that cannot be muscled into existence. On top of that sits a trained habit: pain triggers the instinct “that is a lesson in reality.” The puzzle becomes how reality works and what principle best deals with it, and solving it yields a gem. He does not journal on a schedule; he writes principles when circumstances surface them, as cause-effect rules, and then encodes them. Thousands of principles over 35 years cover everything from what to do if the Fed tightens to what to do if somebody you love dies. He has published a guided journal for people who want to build their own.

    Values, Abilities, Skills: How Dalio Hires

    The Bible-salesman anecdote anchors his hiring philosophy. The man knew little about research or finance, but he was curious. Dalio’s ranking runs opposite to the resume: values first, because they define the relationship and the shared dream; abilities second, because abilities let you re-skill as the world changes; skills last, because they expire. He points at the present: programmers may soon no longer be the most important people, after a generation of parents insisting on code. The future is in discovery, not in memorizing rules, and talent identification matters more than capital, because money is always hunting for talent. Nobody got rich funding Elon Musk’s bank account; they got rich finding Elon Musk.

    From Caddy to the Fortune 500 Library

    Young Dalio was a C student on academic probation at C.W. Post who loved one thing: markets. Caddying at $6 a bag in an era when even barbers talked stocks, he put his earnings into the only company he had heard of trading under $5 a share, on the naive theory that more shares meant more money. The nearly bankrupt company was acquired, the stock tripled, and he concluded “I like this game.” He then learned, and says he still knows, that the game is not easy, but he was hooked. With no peers doing the same, he built his own curriculum by mailing in the Fortune 500 tear sheets to request every company’s annual report, assembling a personal library. He notes that what you learn before puberty goes in deep, and that finding a consuming interest young, as Buffett did (Sam references reading The Snowball), is a form of luck. Unlike Buffett’s pinball-and-racetrack hustles, Dalio’s only side racket was feeling golf balls out of the pond with his feet and reselling them. On timelines, he pushes back on the late-bloomer framing: the range is enormous, Ray Kroc was in his mid-50s, and the common denominator is drive, not a schedule.

    The Five Big Forces and the Changing World Order

    Dalio rejects the split between philosophy and finance: as a global macro investor, they are the same subject. Because he had never seen certain events in his lifetime, he studied the last 500 years and found recurring cycles in which monetary, political, and geopolitical orders break down for the same reasons, the argument of his book Principles for Dealing with the Changing World Order. Five measurable forces interact: the debt-money-economic force, where debt service squeezes spending like plaque in a circulatory system until restructuring; internal political conflict, where widening wealth and values gaps produce irreconcilable differences and threaten democracy; the geopolitical order, where the 1945 American-led multilateral system (UN, WHO, WTO) has effectively left the picture, and without a court, differences get resolved by fighting; acts of nature, since droughts, floods, and pandemics have historically killed more people than wars; and human inventiveness, the persistent upward force that raises life expectancy and productivity. News lasts a minute; the point is putting the news in the context of where these five forces stand.

    The Bubble Gauge at 75%, Gold, and the Mechanics of Bubbles

    Sam asks about the rumor that Dalio’s family office holds 70 to 75% in gold ETFs: “Totally wrong.” His actual guidance is 5 to 15% of a portfolio in gold as an uncorrelated stream, overweighted tactically when a debt crisis has the government flooding the system with money. The larger framework: build a strategic asset allocation mix, the best balanced portfolio you can hold with no opinions, and it will not be cash, which people mistake for safe when it is the surest to underperform over long periods. Then he walks through bubble mechanics. Wealth and money are different: paper wealth can be minted by a small raise at a big valuation, but only money can be spent, so when wealth must convert to cash, prices break. Bubbles form around genuinely exciting new technologies, funded with borrowed money, when buying becomes the rage, and believing in the technology is not the same as the stock paying off; in past bubbles even the best companies fell 80%, and for every Google there is a Yahoo. His bubble gauge, running across countries back to about 1900, currently reads about 75% of the way to its 2000 and 1929 readings (Japan 1990 exceeded both). That predicts poor returns on a 3-to-10-year horizon but not timing; timing comes from the prick, typically tightening monetary policy, or anything like a wealth tax that forces wealth into cash. He adds, carefully, that he does not want people trading on this; the point is that everything has mechanics.

    Why Bridgewater Actually Became the Biggest

    Was it performance or marketing? Dalio’s answer: Bridgewater most consistently made excellent returns with minimal risk, uncorrelated with any market, about 11.8% a year for roughly 31 years under his management, with only around three losing years, the worst about minus 13% in the COVID year. Because a 50% loss requires a 100% gain to recover, never taking the big drawdown was the compounding engine. He became the largest before anyone knew his name and was actively trying to stay below the radar. Fame arrived only when the fund’s size and its culture, perceived from outside as a cult, pushed him to publish the Principles document explaining the idea meritocracy of radical truthfulness and radical transparency. It was downloaded 3 million times and became the book Principles. Clients stayed because the process was explainable, backtested, and logical, and because Bridgewater taught them as partners rather than selling them a black box.

    Etched in Stone: Heroes, the Golden Rule, and the One Takeaway

    Shaan describes visiting Rockefeller Center and reading John D. Rockefeller Jr.’s credo carved in stone, “I believe in the sacredness of a promise, that a man’s word should be as good as his bond.” Dalio seizes on it: we are short of shared principles the way we are short of heroes. Everybody should write down their principles, have the hell kicked out of them, and be judged by whether they live by them. His own heroes include Paul Volcker and Lee Kuan Yew, and more broadly anyone who sacrifices for others. Across all religions he finds one commonality, the golden rule or karma, and he frames it as practical rather than idealistic: it costs little to help each other and it compounds, while selfishness and fighting are mutually destructive. The question for humanity is whether we can rise above ourselves. Asked for the single takeaway, he answers: know what you want, understand that the journey is your nature running into your mistakes and learning from them, and remember it is all about meaningful work and meaningful relationships. If you have work you love and relationships you love, you are probably going to have a great life.

    Notable Quotes

    “Here’s the mantra for investing. This is the holy grail of investing. Find 15 good uncorrelated return streams.”

    Ray Dalio, delivering the core lesson of the entire conversation

    “If you can get out to 15, you can reduce about 80% of your risk without reducing your return. That means that you increase your return to risk ratio by something like a factor of five.”

    Ray Dalio, on the math behind the holy grail

    “First of all, I learned humility to balance my audacity.”

    Ray Dalio, on what going broke in 1982 taught him

    “Pain plus reflection equals progress.”

    Ray Dalio, on the formula that turned his failures into principles

    “Success is you knowing your nature and then finding the best path through that nature.”

    Ray Dalio, giving his definition of success

    “Money doesn’t have any intrinsic value, right? So, you have to have a purpose. Why are you getting the money? What do you want to do with the money that is so important? You better answer that question.”

    Ray Dalio, pushing back on “making it to the top”

    “Cash always is the worst performing over a period of time. People think it’s the safest. It’s the surest to do poorly over the longest period of time.”

    Ray Dalio, on why a balanced portfolio beats sitting in cash

    “The bubble gauge is saying it’s about 75% toward where it was both in 2000 and 1929. So, it’s pretty high up there.”

    Ray Dalio, on where his bubble indicator stands today

    “It became the biggest hedge fund because we most consistently made excellent returns with minimal risk and we were uncorrelated with the stock market or any other market.”

    Ray Dalio, answering whether Bridgewater’s size came from performance or marketing

    “If you have work that you love and you’ve got relationships that you love, you’re probably going to have a great life.”

    Ray Dalio, closing the conversation with the one thing to remember

    Watch the full conversation with Ray Dalio on YouTube here.

    Related Reading

    • Principles.com Ray Dalio’s official site, home of the free principles resources he references throughout the interview.
    • PrinciplesYou the free personality assessment Dalio built and gave to Elon Musk, Bill Gates, and Reed Hastings, including the relationship comparison feature.
    • Bridgewater Associates (Wikipedia) background on the firm’s history, the All Weather strategy, and the idea meritocracy culture.
    • Transcendental Meditation (Wikipedia) the mantra-based practice Dalio has used since 1969 as his bridge between pain and reflection.
    • Purpose our pillar page on the question Dalio keeps asking: what is the money for, and what do you actually want?

  • Lloyd Blankfein on the 3 Sectors Where He Puts His Money Now: Big Tech, Energy, and Financial Services, Day Trading From an iPad, and the Warren Buffett Handshake That Backed Goldman in 2008

    Lloyd Blankfein spent almost 40 years at Goldman Sachs, the last dozen as its chairman and chief executive, and he still trades almost every day from an iPad. In this wide ranging conversation on the My First Million podcast, the former Goldman boss lays out exactly where he is putting his own money right now, why a supportive spouse beats nearly any investment, how Warren Buffett wired five billion dollars into Goldman on a handshake during the 2008 crisis, and why he reads medieval history to stay calm about the present. It is part stock picking, part risk philosophy, and part a frank accounting of money, marriage, and the scars of growing up in the projects.

    TLDW

    Blankfein says he is roughly 98 percent in risky assets, almost all equities, and concentrated in three sectors he knows cold: big tech, energy, and financial services. His personal book leans heavily into single stocks over ETFs, weighted toward the big hyperscalers and a few second tier names, and he trades daily, alone, from an iPad and a phone, using calls and texts as his research network. Yet the advice he gives a normal investor is the boring opposite: a diversified S&P 500 fund like VOO, more risk when you are young because you will outlive your mistakes, the same thing Warren Buffett would tell you. The conversation ranges across the 2008 Buffett investment in Goldman, the cost of trying to legislate risk out of markets, the thin margin between the best and the rest, luck and the myth of the genius, why reputation is the real contract on Wall Street, why a supportive spouse is the highest return asset he knows, the money anxiety he carried out of a Brooklyn housing project, the dignity of a 500 dollar financial aid check, giving with a warm hand versus a cold one, the dangers of gamified investing, the big misses like SpaceX and early cellular, the obituary test a senior partner once gave him, and why reading history keeps the present in proportion.

    Thoughts

    The most useful tension in this interview is the gap between what Blankfein practices and what he preaches. He tells young people to buy a diversified S&P 500 index fund, he holds VOO himself, and he calls the host’s plain 90 percent stocks and 10 percent bonds split sensible. Then he admits his own portfolio is something like 90 percent single stocks that he trades by hand every day. The honest read is that his edge is not a transferable tip. It is a 40 year information network of phone calls and a tolerance for risk that most people neither have nor should want. The replicable lesson is the boring half, not the day trading half.

    The most contrarian idea here is not a stock pick, it is his defense of risk itself. His argument that regulators trying to prevent the hundred year storm also forfeit the 99 normal years of growth in between is a serious claim about the price of safety, and it travels far beyond Wall Street. The same goes for his point that a good risk manager sometimes has to push people to take more risk, not less. The moment after a loss, when everyone goes gunshy, is exactly when the best operators lean back in. That is an uncomfortable thing for a former bank CEO to say out loud, and it is the part of the conversation most worth sitting with.

    The Warren Buffett story is a master class in what actually moves markets, and it is not cash. Goldman did not need the five billion dollars. Blankfein says the money was almost irrelevant because the firm already had money. What it could not manufacture was confidence, and Buffett’s name supplied it. The handshake, the commitment with no paperwork, the line about worrying enough for the both of us, all point to the same thing. At the top, reputation is the collateral. His aside that most trades are never written down because you will never eat lunch in this town again is the same idea wearing street clothes.

    Quietly, the personal finance thread may be the most valuable part for a normal listener. A former Goldman CEO saying that a supportive partner is more game changing than any investment, that a bad marriage is financially worse than being lonely, and that he has not paid a bill in over 40 years because his wife runs the household economy, is a reminder that household stability is itself an asset class. The 500 dollar financial aid check he still remembers half a century later, and his give with your warm hand philosophy, reframe wealth as something measured by how it feels to give and to receive, not just by the size of a pie chart.

    Finally, the history obsession is not a side hobby, it is his risk model. Reading about the black plague, the McCarthy era, and the Vietnam draft is how he keeps the present in proportion. His Mark Twain line, that history does not repeat but it rhymes, is the direct antidote to the in this economy defeatism he and the host both complain about. For an investor, that long view is close to the whole game. It is what lets you hold through the drawdowns that scare everyone else out of the market.

    Key Takeaways

    • Blankfein estimates he is about 98 percent in risky assets, with roughly 95 of those 98 points in equities, and the rest spread thin. He invests in risky assets because, in his words, that is what is fun for him.
    • Within his equities, he is heavily tilted toward single stocks rather than ETFs. He frames it as roughly a quarter to a third in ETFs and the rest in single names, and concedes it could be as lopsided as 90 percent single stocks because picking names is what he enjoys.
    • The three sectors he has concentrated in for years are big tech, energy, and financial services, and he says his outperformance comes from where he focused, not from any special genius.
    • On tech he owns the big hyperscalers, the Googles, Microsofts, and Nvidias of the world, plus a tier just below them, naming Oracle and Larry Ellison as an example of a slightly riskier second tier name. He thinks in categories, not fixed tickers, because he changes positions constantly.
    • He says he has a background in trading energy, which is why energy is a core sleeve, and he knows financial services from the inside after almost 40 years at Goldman, so those are natural areas of edge.
    • He still owns a lot of Goldman Sachs stock, out of affection for the firm he spent his career building.
    • He is bullish on big tech and plans to stay bullish until it stops going up. His foreseeable future, he jokes, lasts until he finishes the conversation and checks the screen again.
    • He trades every single day, alone, with no team. He does it from an iPad and a phone, not a computer, and treats the market like background music rather than a job.
    • His research is human, not algorithmic. He chats and texts with people, then calls them because he is tired of fixing typos, and he reads the New York Post, the Wall Street Journal, the New York Times, the Financial Times, and Bloomberg.
    • The advice he gives ordinary investors is deliberately boring and different from his own behavior: hold a diversified equity portfolio like an S&P 500 fund, with VOO as his own example, and tilt more aggressively when you are young because you have time to outlive mistakes.
    • He notes that broad indexes are already heavily weighted toward tech because of market cap, so a plain index gives meaningful tech exposure, and a tech focused ETF on top can add a disproportionate tilt for believers.
    • He calls the host’s simple 90 percent index and 10 percent bonds allocation sensible, and says this is essentially the same advice Warren Buffett would give a normal person.
    • The older you get, the more conservative you should become, shifting from maximizing gains toward not losing what you have. Young people can afford more risk precisely because they will outlive their errors.
    • During the 2008 financial crisis, Warren Buffett invested about five billion dollars in Goldman through a preferred stock structure, essentially on a phone call and a handshake, with no demand for due diligence.
    • Buffett’s real value was confidence, not capital. Goldman already had money, but it had lost the confidence of the market while peers were failing. Buffett’s name signaled the firm was a good investment being beaten down by circumstances that would reverse.
    • Buffett asked for a verbal commitment that Goldman would not sell shares before he did, and declined to put it in writing. He waved off the worry with the line that five billion dollars going bad would not even be a bad hurricane for Berkshire, an insurer.
    • Most trading is done on reputation, not paper. Blankfein says people buy and sell bonds worth enormous sums without written contracts, relying on probity, because anyone who reneges will never eat lunch in this town again.
    • On risk and regulation, he argues you cannot legislate risk away. Trying to prevent the hundred year storm also forgoes the 99 in between years of growth, and a good risk manager sometimes has to encourage people to take risk, not suppress it.
    • The best traders have resilience. They bounce back, focus on new information rather than the past, and adapt quickly instead of staying gunshy after a loss.
    • The difference between someone who is really good and someone who cannot make it is small. He compares it to a golf tournament won by one stroke with six people tied for second, and notes much of life is winner take all at razor thin margins.
    • Luck matters enormously. He became Goldman CEO partly because his predecessor was nominated to be Treasury Secretary, a reference to Hank Paulson, and the timing of opportunities is often out of your control.
    • He is skeptical of the word genius. He says he can usually see how successful people do what they do, with Elon Musk as a rare exception, and that powerful people are more normal, more insecure, and more flawed than outsiders assume.
    • On democratized investing, he thinks apps that make markets accessible are good in their own terms, but gamifying trading with confetti and high fives can mask real danger for people who can lose more than they can afford.
    • He has missed plenty. He thought SpaceX was overpriced at a 100 billion dollar valuation, now discussed near a trillion and three quarters, and passed on early cellular because he could not imagine why anyone would carry a bulky phone when payphones existed. He says he missed far more than he got.
    • He frames a supportive spouse as more game changing than almost any investment, and warns that a bad marriage, with custody fights and property settlements, is financially and personally worse than being lonely.
    • He has not paid a bill in over 40 years. His wife Laura, a former lawyer he says now chairs Barnard College, runs a bill paying service and manages the household economy. He generates the money, she distributes it.
    • He grew up in an East New York, Brooklyn housing project, the son of a postal worker, and carried money anxiety well into his 30s. He recalls buying a vacation home that cost more than all their savings, with his wife unable to make the math work until they remembered the down payment.
    • A 500 dollar financial aid check, handed to him without shame as a college freshman around 1971, shaped his philosophy on giving. He learned it is not enough to give people what they need, you have to give it in a way that feels dignified.
    • He embraces the give with your warm hand, not your cold hand idea, the notion of giving while alive so you can experience the joy, which connects to the spirit of the book Die With Zero.
    • He admits ambivalence about giving to his kids, the strange feeling of resenting that they have what he provided, and notes the heavy burden carried by children of prominent people who must prove they earned their place.
    • He describes himself as wired for anxiety, inherited from his father, and says looking around corners for what could go wrong actually suited a career in a risky business with a big balance sheet.
    • When he made partner, a senior partner gave him rules of the road, including avoiding misconduct, being conservative on taxes, setting up a charitable foundation, and living so that no more than three of the nine paragraphs in his eventual obituary would be about Goldman. He says he stayed too long to pass that test.
    • He reads history as a discipline, favoring Barbara Tuchman, Robert Caro’s The Power Broker, Ron Chernow, Rick Atkinson, and Stephen Ambrose. His core belief, borrowed from Mark Twain, is that history does not repeat but it rhymes, which is why he would not bet against America.

    Detailed Summary

    The three sectors he actually invests in

    The headline answer to where the former Goldman CEO is putting his money is simple: big tech, energy, and financial services. He says he has been focused on those three areas for a long time, and that his outperformance is a function of where he aimed rather than any unusual investing gift. Energy is natural because he has a background trading it. Financial services is natural because he spent nearly 40 years inside the industry. Tech is where he is most heavily concentrated, and he expects to stay there for good reason, citing the threshold of large changes in technology. He owns the major hyperscalers by category, the Googles, Microsofts, and Nvidias, plus a tier just below, offering Oracle and Larry Ellison as a polite example of a slightly riskier second tier name. He is careful to say he thinks in categories rather than fixed tickers because he changes his positions all the time.

    How the portfolio is really built: single stocks over ETFs

    Asked to describe his portfolio as a pie chart, Blankfein says he is about 98 percent in risky assets, with roughly 95 of those points in equities. He pushes back on the idea that index funds are safe, pointing out that a diversified equity ETF is still equities and still risky, just spread out, and very different from debt or short term money markets. Within his equity sleeve he leans into single stocks, framing it as somewhere between a quarter and a third in ETFs and the rest in individual names, and conceding it might be as extreme as 10 percent ETFs and 90 percent single stocks. The reason is preference, not theory. Picking and trading names is what he likes to do, and he is honest that this is a hobby pursued by a professional, not a model for someone investing for a living.

    How he actually trades: an iPad, a phone, and a network

    He trades every day, by himself, with no team. There is no Bloomberg terminal and no desk of analysts. He uses an iPad and a phone, and admits it takes discipline not to glance at his screen mid conversation. The market, he says, is like music playing in the background while he does other things. His information edge is relational. People text him, he texts back, and then he calls because he is tired of fixing typos with what he calls his fat fingers. He follows general and business news, reads a stack of newspapers starting with the New York Post, and treats companies like little stories, almost like gossip. He even notes, with some delight, that he still watches commercials on Netflix, a small window into a frugality that never fully left him.

    The advice he gives young investors, and what Buffett would say

    For a normal person, his counsel is the opposite of his own behavior. He would hold a diversified portfolio of equities like an S&P 500 fund, naming the SPY and VOO tickers and saying he personally uses VOO. Because of the importance of technology, he might add a tech oriented ETF for extra tilt, while noting the broad index is already tech heavy by market cap. He endorses the host’s plain 90 percent index and 10 percent bonds split as sensible and says it mirrors what Warren Buffett would advise. His one piece of age based guidance is that younger investors should accept more risk through equities, because they have time to recover, while older investors should grow more conservative and focus on not losing what they have rather than maximizing returns.

    The Warren Buffett handshake that backed Goldman in 2008

    The most cinematic story in the conversation is Buffett’s roughly five billion dollar investment in Goldman during the financial crisis, structured as a preferred stock that sits between a loan and equity. Blankfein describes a deal done largely on trust. When he offered to walk Buffett through everything he was worried about, Buffett replied that he knew Lloyd well enough to know he worried enough for the both of them. Buffett also asked, verbally and without writing, for a commitment that Goldman would not sell shares before he did. Blankfein is clear that the cash itself was almost irrelevant, since Goldman had money. What the firm lacked was the confidence of a frightened market, and Buffett’s willingness to invest before things improved supplied exactly that signal. Buffett, he stresses, was acting for his own shareholders, not as a rescuer, which is precisely what made the vote of confidence credible.

    Why you cannot legislate risk out of the system

    Reflecting on the post crisis regulatory push to make sure 2008 never happened again, Blankfein makes a careful argument about the price of safety. Once you are in the business of taking risk, anything can happen, and trying to legislate it away has a hidden cost. You may think you are protecting the world from the hundred year storm, but you also forgo the 99 years of growth in between. He extends this inside the firm too. After a period of big losses, partners had become gunshy and were talking themselves out of every idea. A good risk manager, he argues, sometimes has to promote risk taking rather than repress it, because without risk there is no growth, no entrepreneurship, and no progress. The flip side is real: take risk and there is a meaningful chance you fail and lose other people’s money, which is a terrible outcome. But the alternative, never risking anything, buys comfort at the cost of ever moving forward.

    Small margins, big outcomes, and the role of luck

    Asked what separated the traders who could not outperform from the rest, Blankfein says the gap between the very good and those who cannot make it is surprisingly small. He likens it to a golf tournament decided by a single stroke with six players tied for second, and to acting, where the best performer gets every role and the second best waits tables. Much of life, he says, is winner take all at tiny margins. Luck compounds this. He freely credits fortune for his own rise, noting he became CEO in part because his predecessor was tapped to be Treasury Secretary. He is also skeptical of the genius label. He can usually see how accomplished people do what they do, with Elon Musk a rare exception, and insists the powerful are more normal, more insecure, and more driven by their flaws than outsiders imagine.

    Reputation is the real contract

    A recurring theme is that the financial world runs on reputation more than paperwork. Blankfein notes that most of what traders do is not written down. People buy and sell bonds and other instruments that settle days later, relying on probity rather than signed contracts, because anyone who lies or reneges will never eat lunch in this town again. He references the casual texts between Elon Musk and Larry Ellison around the Twitter acquisition as proof that big does not mean complicated. There are big things that are simple and little things that are complicated. Documentation is good when execution is far off, but when a deal will be performed in two days, dotting every i is often pointless. The point is not that documents do not matter, it is that trust and reputation are the load bearing structure.

    A supportive spouse as the highest return asset

    The conversation turns personal when both men agree that a supportive partner may be the single most game changing factor in a life, more than any investment. Blankfein adds the inverse warning: a bad marriage, with breakups, custody battles, and property settlements, is worse than loneliness. He credits his wife Laura, a former big firm lawyer he says now chairs Barnard College, with handling everything when his career moved the family overseas, from the car to the house to the kids’ schooling, while he took the visible victory laps at work. He has not paid a bill in over 40 years. Laura manages a bill paying service and runs the household finances. As he puts it, he is in charge of generating the money and she is in charge of distributing it. The host contrasts this with his own monthly money meetings with his wife, a discipline he picked up from a personal finance author friend.

    Money scars, the 500 dollar check, and giving with a warm hand

    Blankfein grew up in an East New York housing project, the son of a postal worker who had earlier lost a job, in a household where rent was scarce. He calls himself an urban hick who barely left Brooklyn as a kid. That scarcity left a mark that lasted into his 30s. He tells the story of buying a small beach house that cost more than all their savings, and of his wife driving 30 miles while failing to make the closing math work, until they realized she had forgotten to count the 10 percent down payment. The most resonant memory is a 500 dollar financial aid check handed to him as a freshman around 1971, made out on the spot by a clerk with a generosity of spirit that let him receive it without shame. That experience shaped a lifelong view that giving well means preserving dignity, and he now co chairs a financial aid campaign at his university. It also connects to his embrace of the idea of giving with your warm hand rather than your cold hand, giving while alive so you can feel the joy, the same spirit as the book Die With Zero. He is candid about a strange ambivalence, the way he can resent that his kids enjoy what he himself gave them.

    Robinhood, confetti, and the misses

    On apps like Robinhood, Blankfein takes a balanced view. Democratizing investing and making assets accessible is good in its own terms, and advertising can pull people toward markets they would otherwise ignore. But if you make trading too much like a video game, with confetti and high fives, you can mask the danger and lure people who cannot afford to lose into losing more than they can. He is equally frank about his own misses. He thought SpaceX was overpriced at a 100 billion dollar valuation, a figure now discussed near a trillion and three quarters. He passed on early cellular because he could not imagine why anyone would carry a bulky phone with payphones everywhere. His blunt summary is that he missed far more than he got, and that nobody is great at predicting the future.

    The obituary test, thick skin, and staying too long

    When Blankfein made partner, a senior partner assigned to acculturate new partners gave him rules of the road: avoid anything that would today be called misconduct, be rigorous and conservative on taxes, set up and actually use a charitable foundation, and keep enough balance that, if your obituary runs nine paragraphs, no more than three are about Goldman. Blankfein says he failed that last test by staying too long, even titling his memoir around the firm. He also reflects on having a thick skin, recalling unflattering press and concluding that he could take a punch, a trait not everyone has and one he did not know he possessed until he was tested. He is careful to say this does not make people who cannot take a punch bad, just differently wired.

    Why he reads history: it rhymes

    The final stretch is a love letter to reading history. Blankfein favors Barbara Tuchman, whose A Distant Mirror he has read twice and whose Guns of August he calls fantastic and influential, along with Robert Caro’s The Power Broker on Robert Moses, Ron Chernow’s biographies, Rick Atkinson’s Revolution series, and Stephen Ambrose’s Undaunted Courage. He describes rereading the Robert Moses book after 40 years of trying to get things done and finding his appreciation for the achievements rise, even as the flaws stayed the same, because he had changed. He ties history directly to markets through the Mark Twain line that history does not repeat but it rhymes. Patterns recur, every generation maximizes its own crises and minimizes resolved ones, and reading about the black plague, the McCarthy era, or the Vietnam draft is how he stays calm. His conclusion, echoing a sentiment often attributed to Buffett, is that he would not bet against America, a country he describes as mostly good and able to improve.

    Notable Quotes

    “I invest in risky assets. That’s what’s fun for me.”

    Lloyd Blankfein, describing his own portfolio, which he says is roughly 98 percent risky assets

    “It’s been good to be bullish on big tech, and I’ll stop being bullish on it when it stops going up.”

    Lloyd Blankfein, on why he stays concentrated in technology

    “I’m not at a computer. I don’t have a computer. I have an iPad.”

    Lloyd Blankfein, on how he day trades every day, alone and with no team

    “To me, the market is like music. It’s out there. It’s going on.”

    Lloyd Blankfein, on why trading daily feels like a hobby rather than work

    “Look, $5 billion if it all goes bad, that’s not even a bad hurricane on the East Coast.”

    Warren Buffett to Lloyd Blankfein, waving off the risk of his 2008 investment in Goldman Sachs

    “The difference between somebody who’s really, really good and somebody who can’t make it is not that great.”

    Lloyd Blankfein, on the thin margin between the best and the rest

    “You may think you’re protecting the world from the hundred-year storm, but you’re also going to forego the 99 years of in between when there was growth.”

    Lloyd Blankfein, on the cost of trying to legislate risk out of markets after 2008

    “I’m in charge of generating the money, and she’s in charge of distributing it.”

    Lloyd Blankfein, on his 40-plus-year marriage to Laura and why he has not paid a bill in decades

    “History doesn’t repeat, but to paraphrase Mark Twain, it rhymes.”

    Lloyd Blankfein, on why reading history keeps the present in proportion

    Watch the full conversation with Lloyd Blankfein on the My First Million podcast here.

    Related Reading

    • Lloyd Blankfein (Wikipedia) background on the former Goldman Sachs chairman and CEO whose investing views anchor the conversation.
    • My First Million podcast the show where this interview took place, for the full back catalog of investor and founder conversations.
    • Berkshire Hathaway primary source on Warren Buffett’s company, which made the roughly five billion dollar Goldman investment in 2008.
    • Vanguard S&P 500 ETF (VOO) the diversified index fund Blankfein names as the sensible core holding for a normal investor.
    • Die With Zero by Bill Perkins the book behind the give with your warm hand, not your cold hand philosophy discussed near the end.